Saturday, June 26, 2010

oh right, fine. force it out of me if you want to
i'll admit it, yeah i am jealous of you.
are you happy now? good.
i would never ever be able to do what you have done
and i'm glad you accomplished this much;
but seriously?
do you have to do that? you digust me now you know
i thought i knew you, but i was just lying. to myself
you're such a flake.
i guess me thinking that we were friends was just a dream
now, its turned to a nightmare
and if i could do anything about it, i rather have stayed the way we were
i rather be sad and think everything is my fault
then let you take over the life i have.
wait, its a had.
stealing what i used to have, maybe its my punishment
-claps- you done your job well
just to let you know, a week ago ,we were the closest of the closest
now, i dont even want to see your face anymore.
congrats (: when you returned to earth, let me know darl

Friday, June 25, 2010

yet another day

today wasnt as bad as i had pictured it.
in fact, it was kinda fab (:
okays so i finished my history finally in the morning
ily isabelle
and then i went out with mummy to shaw centre to get my eyecheck appointment
hmm we went to eat first cos the person only comes at a certain time
pepper lunch ftw <3
i ate like this really big summer special meal
there was nice wagyu beef, chicken with loads of fats <3 , corn , beansprout, rice, miso soup, and pepsi!
it was quite reasonable leh the price!!! :D
yum yum yum
okays then we were quite early
so we went shopping!
hahas okays i reserved two dresses for the wedding... ^^
and then. the appointment...
it was quite freaky, and i was praying my degree didnt go up.
well it did, by 25 so very little
and its only the right eye not left. YAY :D
hahah then the contacts thingo..
okays the first time i put it on, i felt this burning sensation which was gone within like three seconds
and then my eyes started tearing. walao i felt so stupid i cant even control my own eyes
and then i was not used to no specs and yet good vision.
hahahs and i swear. i look disgusting without my specs.
okays then went back shopping ! yay i got my two dresses and mother got something else..
then errrrrrrrrrrrr. go URS? and i bought the wedding shoes..
done lorh (:
now i'm home. and i have to bathe. and endure my brother(s)
jiayous candice (:

Sunday, June 20, 2010

the past week.

wahaha okays this is a purely random post since i havent, like updated since forever.
so i shall tell you all about my third week of holiday, which is very busy yet highly enriching.
( btw, i still havent finished half of my homework.)
monday :
okays i posted about it already..
and all the sad feelings about NOT BEING ABLE TO WATCH the two movies
but oh wells :D
tuesday:
it was the most boring day of the week, but yet i had fun! XD
it was just studying at home, but i learnt the joy of ecology.
no kiddings. hahas
wednesday:
hmm linda came over to my house for a ... study session?
yeah well. hmm we did study and do some work :D
she did her trig worksheet ( which i gaoding alr ) so i did my biology revision.
at around 5/6 we started slacking.
ahha and camwhoring.
on. my bed.
okays i will post the pictures on facebook.
hmm then dinner time! so awesome got sweet and sour chicken like finally.
hahas then people came home
we started eating bananas. serious.
haha then she finally went home at like.. 945??!
haha we wanted sleepover lorh (:
so fun! but no space la my house >.<
okays ermmm thursday
started off with tuition early in the morning.
ergh sians -.- okays then linda came over again!
hahas we did our history.
half of it.. haha i am finishing it today (:
i hope..  well I MUST DO IT TODAY OR I AM DEAD><
okays friday.. hmm laoshi came back! finally (:
hmm lalalala then we went to linda's house
to bake!
we found this "never fail" chocolate chip cookie recipe
which was like.. a huge huge huge batch
we made at least 90 cookies D:
and omg i discovered my love for brown sugar
it makes the cookies crisp and yummy!
<3 hahas okays baking took very long but it was pretty much awesome.
hmm then linda cooked macaroni for jess and me.
yum~ hahas then we went to INSPIRE concert
linda and i made up this song about jessica. heheh.
okays when we reached, shaole took out my wallet from my bag and stole 10 bucks claiming i want 6 packets of candyfloss.
i waslike NONONONONO. but in the end i still bought -.-
byebye 5 bucks... hahaaa ~!
okay the concert was quite nice :D
and yixian was sitting with thousands of boys. ooooo.
hahas during interval. we realised that candyflosss price went down. to one dollar per "bucket"
it was two dollars at first.
I FELT SO CHEATED
hahaha
okays but i admit, in the end i still bought it. ERGH CANDICE ><
and i waited at least dunno how long for 74. eeks.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

hmm yesterday was superb!
it started from cca though :]
okays so. erm turns out laoshi didnt come.
and there was no music
so we used some really weird and funny music to do bagan
then qinghuaci for shengyun?!
hahas it was damn funny lar.
omg for bagan i so long never use middle bar already, so weird.
and it was shakey shakey shakey oh~
omg being damn gay now so hahaha D:
okays then after cca which we learnt qian hong and my fingers were aching with struggling with the fan,
huimin,jessica,melissa,linda and i went to KAP on 171
okays when we were on the track, roujing called
and after a while i passed the phone to huimin
who was mean but i kept laughing at her
hahas she's so cute my gosh dahuimin ily!
okays then she did the funniest thing to pass it to jess by going "Nar Jessica now its your turn!"
hahahaa! so funny lorh! XD
okays then jessica passed it to mel
who eventually passed it to linda
who went oh so ego
and then hung up on her.
of course. she called me back.
and she said she was joining us from coro.
when we reached KAP
i was super high, huimin high but getting lower, the rest were just (:
why is this so typical.
okays then after we settled down, i received another sms from roujing that the seniors are coming!
hahas okays so we were like " ahh where can they sit?!"
then i dunno what but they came.
o.o roujing seemed a little peeved but yeah.
then i went over to make fun of yixian again!
hahaha yay so fun lorh! okays but she was like "i didnt want to see you here"
rawr. hahas yay by then i was like SUPER HIGH.
the rest were just like -.-
how typical can. walao. okays so the funny things started coming, each of us were like telling our own stories
and jessica for once didnt get teased much!
omg i loved my fingers joke that melissa stole!
hahaha.
HOW MANY FINGERS ARE THERE ON ONE HAND
nope not five!
four fingers and one thumb! hahas~
okay sorry i am lame.
okay after kap. we went to busstop. where jessica and i and linda was headed to jess's house.
and I SAW YIXIAN AND DILYS AT THE BUSSTOP AND THEY WERE RELIEVED WE DIDNT SEE THEM BUT I DID!
hahas so i rushed over. and harassed them more
you have no idea how delighted and relieved they were when their bus came.
o.o okays then we went on the bus, where i embarrased myself even more -.-
and walked to jessica's house,
almost going into courts FOR THE AIRCON.
hothothot.
hmm then we went to her house which is so awesome <3
and titanic and my sisters keeper just totally hated us so we didnt watch it
instead we drew on marshmallows
little monsters!
and we camwhored.
well. linda and i camwhored. jessica stayed away -.-
HAIZ. then linda and i went home lorh.
hahaha so boring huh. nahhhhh there was a lot of laughter in between
and linda kept claiming " MY BOOB MY BOOB"
cough cough.

Saturday, June 05, 2010

life lessons

i'm not going to care about her anymore
after all, not everyone loves everyone.
thats just simply the world we live in
we cant expect everyone to just love and adore us
everyone has enemies and friends
quoting from the philosopher-to-be
" ignore those people, after all, your friends will remind you what you really are"
there are people who will treasure you
and people who want you dead
like seriously -.-
dont waste your time trying to make everyone love you
just simply use that time to appreciate and reciprocate the love for those who loves you
treasure them
people talk about people all the time
if its good, dont let it go to your head, and improve on it to make it the best
if its bad, reflect and change
i read an article about self doubt recently
and it really helps i guess
:D
nobodys perfect though everyone expects the people around them to be perfect
live each day like its your very last day on earth
would that make a difference?
maybe some of you would say " wahh last day, of course dont study la~! go have fun!"
but if it was my last day here on earth
i would not sleep.
i would study, dance, hang out with my family and friends, and pray
you can never go back to the past
you cant even go back to one second before
what you can do, is to appreciate the present, and pray for the future
we all want our lives to be smooth-going
maybe if you take a step back, see what you have, compare it to others, you are lucky
you have food to eat, you have a roof over your head, you have clothes to wear.
is it really worth your time complaining whether the food is disgusting?
is it really worth your time complaining how small and squeezy your house is?
is it really worth your time complaining how out of fashion your clothes are?
well, its human nature to do those examples. we all do. it may not be those examples but its something like that
you're an alien if you dont complain.

never ever not believe in yourself
around you there are always people who loves you
you're never alone, no matter what you do
there are always people who are worse off than you
people who are suffering from inside and outside
love yourself, and others will love you too
remember, you are to be filled with love
if you are suffering, dont hide it
its not worth
that "face" of yours. what does it really matter
people dont pity you, they are concerned about you
let them into your life, and it makes a difference


note : this post is not meant to be offensive, or is it directed to any particular person.

Labels: Lessons, Life

Thursday, June 03, 2010

summer school is getting more .. fun i guess?
though the biasness level is UP.
-.- i am so freaking sore.
and tired
but DANCE IS MY PASSION SO ITS OKAY
:DDDDD
my mum and miss lee wasted their money on buying tickets
thank goodness i didnt buy the dvd
so waste.

ballet is terrible
but my posse turn i can do double! :D
I LUP ME

lyrical
i keep forgetting steps
i bet she hates me

jazz
awesome but so tiring.
jazz is freaking.. glamorous. :D

Labels: dance