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Monday, May 31, 2010

first day of summer school

one day. four hours. 
thats all it took to make my spirit go down down down
summer school.. i love summer school
but. i hate the level i am in right now
why? cos i am like the lowest grade. 
there are freaking lower majors and SOTA people there
who are so flexible and they can handle millions of pirouettes.
yeaphs my ego just totally bursted
cstd should like just let you go according to your grade
and not mix you all up
it took 15 minutes for me to realise why i really didnt want to go back after that time in summer school though i had a discount


ballet was quite nice.. 
until it got to the "girls, you all can do double pirouettes right?" =.=
then she said the exercise.
and then those people just did their double pirouettes like its the easiest thing in the whole wide world
i was like what.the.hell.
and just did a nice little single.
hahas i am suddenly so proud of myself
but yeah. 
anw the ballet teacher is very kind..
but still. 


lyrical
gosh the warmups are killers
it was nice and slow at the start
then it got to the "flexibility" part
i just wanted to run to the damn toilet
and hide.
but it wasnt too bad..
okay until the damn spins
which yes, yours truly could not handle
i was freaking giddy.
the sota girl was damn pro
she EVEN DID TRIPLES OKAY.
she practically has a fan club now.
-.- but i have to admit, she's freaking good
if i could be her standard.. haiz.
btw, we're doing lyrical for our performance
to some miley cyrus song >.<
but yeah..
i think the dance shouldnt be too bad
besides the fact that i was so lousy i should go all the way to the back row
my mother wasted her money buying a ticket


jazz
the most anticipated.
okays we skipped warmups. phew~!
then we did all sorts of jetes.
it was okay at the start
but it got more and more challenging
i decided : summer school is just time for the good ones to show off, and the bad ones ( where i belong to ) to lose face and make the good ones more outstanding
ohh but the dance to the jazz was really cool
glamorous or sth like that the dance 
but it was freaking fast
and she taught us damn fast too
its like three times faster than normal
or maybe 2.5 times
but you get the whole damn point




yes thats the first day of summer school for someone like me.
but HEEHEEE GUESS WHAT?
i wasnt the worst. 
( oh my, i feel damn mean saying this. )



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Saturday, May 29, 2010

handle with care

thats right, i just read handle with care. finally. i didnt want to read it since forever , because after i was done with vanishing acts, picture perfect, change of heart.. i didnt dare do read handle with care. i was afraid of the impact it would do to me. i know, it does sound stupid and childish right, as in after all, its just a book. yet, do you dare say nothing similar to these events ever happen? do you dare to admit no one suffers? i guess the only reason why i am so heavily affected by jodi picoult's books is because firstly, they are not fictional, and secondly, i know how to sympathize with the characters in the book. but thats not all. i empathize with them. i put myself in their shoes. i understand them, i see how would i view it if it were to happen to me. ( stupid tkam caused this ). of course, i cant possibly imagine myself suffering from brittle bone disease, i dont know how it is like to be abused by a husband, and i have never murdered someone. that doesnt mean i cant feel the pain they went through. of course not fully. but, the feeling of losing a loved one. it is one of the things i pray that i wont experience. 
handle with care, is like my sister's keeper's cousin. they are relatively similar, yet very very different. the whole time, i empathized with amelia and charlotte the most. the rest i didnt have the energy to do so. jodi picoult made me rethink what i believed in.  there were many quotes that left me thinking, that i had to agree with, that were just the unspoken lines i always wanted to say. before saying anything, let me ask you, if you chose to stop a loved one's suffering - either before it began or during the process - was that murder, or mercy?
hmm book review time. this is of course one of the more complicated books i have ever read, and also the thickest? but yet not draggy, and it was easy to understand. everything breaks. some things just hurt more than others. osteogenesis imperfecta. wow. do you know what that is? its a severe form of brittle bone disease that is very rare. yet it happened on willow. to me, willow is an adorable child, who really understands everything. she craves for her mother's love, but yet her mother loves her too much. can you even love someone too much? can you miss someone you dont even know? you can. its not something you can measure. i can imagine you thinking now, " lol, you're just a 13 year old kid. how much do you really understand?". maybe, maybe i really dont understand, but at least i am trying. willow doesnt complain when she is hurt. have you ever broken any bone? yeah it hurts like shit right? well, she breaks them so often. it hurts the same. she doesnt even cry. sometimes, when she breaks a bone, and she is worried about others worrying about her, that she doesnt even tell. she hides her pain so that others would be happy. i admire her for that. 
charlotte. charlotte is a loving mother. She loves her child alot. just like the mother in my sisters keeper. they both have a child who isnt exactly the HEALTHIEST child. in fact are the special needs children. however, to me , charlotte is a bad wife. she is too busy being the perfect mother that she thinks piper is, or at least the perfect mother for willow, sometimes she hurts her husband in the process. a mother's job.. hao xin ku a! each time willow breaks a bone, i think she breaks something too. her heart.  why did she want this lawsuit? yes, to provide a better future for willow. yes because she loves willow. but to me, why she did it is because she felt it was her responsibility that willow is like that, each time willow breaks, she thinks its her fault. why? because she probably hadnt watched out well. because she wanted the baby. because she was the one who summoned willow into the world. with the disease. its not her fault actually, she wasnt a carrier. but still, willow wouldnt have been like this - or rather ever existed - if she didnt want the baby. i am not pushing the blame to her. but the lawsuit started because deep down, charlotte wanted to push the blame to piper. between you and me, charlotte would never abort willow no matter what. she will miss her. yes, she doesnt know who willow is when in her womb. but there will always be this thing thats missing from her. unfinished is the word she used. how could you ever forget something that was inside you? how? no one is ever that heartless i believe. this is what charlotte said :  things break all the time. promises break. hearts break.     the world is crumbling under us; its the solid ground beneath our feet that's an illusion.                           love wasn't about sacrifice, and it wasnt about falling short of someone's expectations. by definition, love made you better than good enough; it redefined perfection to include your traits, instead of excluding them.        things that break - be they bones, hearts or promises - can be put back together but will never really be whole. ( okay those did not come together, its from here and there ) 
amelia. the sister keeper here. i think her parents ( except charlotte at the end ) does not really understand her. what almost made me cry was this line by her " no you're not. you're just glad it wasn't something else that happened to willow. That's all you ever care about, You want to know why i cut? Because it hurts less than of this. " that just shows almost everything. She feels inferior. her mother is too busy loving willow. amelia, is the person i symphatized with the most in the whole book. she wanted to be loved, to be appreciated for the person she is, she didnt want to disappoint. yet she has this thinking that everyone is disappointed by her. thus she acts like that person. when they had to choose a nice restaurant to eat, she chose macs. just when everyone gives her the chance to be better, she doesnt. because she thinks that she is already like.. WORST. amelia goes all out to protect willow too. she loves willow alot and is trying to learn from willow all the time. at first i didnt really like amelia. what made me start to really admire her was her love for willow. when willow is crying, amelia blasts her music. how do you feel when i said that? maybe you think amelia is so uncaring so bad? you're wrong. it was because amelia thinks she cant do anything to stop the pain willow is feeling, and she hates herself for that, so she needs the distraction. if you feel that she is just running away from reality, maybe. but its because she loves willow a lot too, but she doesnt love herself enough. >< her self doubt sort of made me doubt myself too. gawd. she is like anna + jesse. sad ><
the rest of  the characters.. i dunno la. everyone is affected somehow or somewhat. i really hope piper and charlotte will become friends one day.


this is an awesomely sad book.it didnt make me cry, but the impact is almost more than my sisters keeper in the sense that it made me think about many many things. jodi picoult, you accomplished your job for this book :D 
 things break, but they can never be what they were before. thus, handle with care. 

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i'm exhausted and drained

Friday, May 28, 2010

quote

when everyone walks out, a friend walks in

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today was great!
i spent $100.10
but. i dont regret!!
i just feel guilty la.
but i save for five months already..
i finally got my dream headphones!!
everything i bought except food was either on offer or i had discount! i know, i am an awesome & amazing shopper

okay lemme list down what i bought:
green dress/long shirt $10
yellow flat shoes $10
mosturizing hair spray $3.95
new look grey dress $18.90
soup spoon soup $6.90
coke light $2.10
old chang kee food $2.50
mum's present
headphones <3 $39.55

i cant think of anything else
but i tell you, chiting spent at least 300 bucks kay
when she went sephora
she bought this make up set for 59
and this tiny tube of i dunno what for 69.
OMG.
i know, rich people arh.. terrible
hahas she loves new look like shit.
i like their style but its not my fav shop
because their sizes have a major problem with me.
-.-
fox espirit gap gingersnaps cottonon forever21 mango target
these are more me.hahas :D
cos i can find size lorh
i wont tell you for which ones i am still looking at kids section cos its too embarassing
ITS SO HARD to find clothes for me
one of the reasons why chiting spent so much more than me is also because she can find clothes for many things but i cant thanks to stupid sizes.
i am too tall for somethings and too skinny for others.
so ridiculous
but i fit skinny long dresses nicely!
which i tell you chiting would be jealous of.
HMPH.
did i mention i love far east plaza now?!!
the clothes/shoes there are so frigging cheap and suitable
of course, they dont update their stock very often
but still!!!
hahas its so worthwhile. and its perfect cos at my age i keep growing
so if i keep buying branded stuff very ke si since after a while cannot wear already
D:

btw did i mention how much isabelle loves <3 bata?? hahas!

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report book disaster

argh report book marks.
sucks ttm.
plus that stupid jessica got like a mg of 1.17
i frigging hate her.
no actually i still love her and i am happy for her, but i got too low to celebrate it for her -.-
coincidentally, linda and i got the exact same marks, same percentage, but different msg.
SAME MARKS OK.
how "easy" is that.
its half a year of work in total ok.
so freaky
haha
aya then isabelle also got like so damn high
i dont care, next time, everything except chinese and maybe science
i am frigging gonna beat isabelle.
YOU HEARD THAT ISABELLE
I DARE YOU TO TAKE UP THIS CHALLENGE
hahas D:
i cant believe i got the same as last year leh
but thank goodness its only 20%
i can still mug and go for it.
JIAYOU CANDICE :D

Thursday, May 27, 2010

shop. again. tmmr.

yay shopping trip tmmr!! :D
i want to buy :
t-shirts ( chiting and i are buying identical ones )
a pair of shoes?
my HEADPHONES.
gawd they are long-awaited.
and food from old chang kee~~
and stuff i see from here and there.
i bet you, chiting will buy more things than me 
and most of my things will be crap things. 
-.-

heehee

thanks for answering to my wishes
dearest friendship i cant believe you came back!!! :D

i am in journey thru the geo world sabbaticals now btw
its break, i am not that rebellious
isabelle is busy restaurant city-ing =.=
she is addicted and totally thankful to me for teaching her how to cheat
i know, you're welcome.
chinghui is youtube-ing i think.
saying so cute half the time
probably SOME guy.
and now she is saying its so wrong and she doesnt want to watch already
but she is still watching i think.
jessica is still away
coming back today!!
i miss her so much >.<
finally someone to talk to tmmr.
tmmr going out. wahahaha.
with chiting
to shop
wahaha.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

long awaited 6 outing.

omg today was quite nice : D
i had fun!!
we were watching robin hood at plaza sing.
haha after catching 174  ,which we sat upstairs back row
isabelle ( at the start only ) , yitong , chinghui and i were all high
me most obviously
cherise abit low.HAHA but still comical.
then rush to gv taking the escalator ( its torture )
and bought ROBIN HOOD TICKETS :D
aww..
okays then eat.
yitong and i went to carrefour
after walking the whole two botton levels
we found carrefour sushi counter
with isabelle there
though she left later. ARGH.
hahas. but yayness sushi
i found a great bargain. !!
and then went to yoshinoya to buy set meal - me only
5 bucks student meal with drink
awesomeness~~~
after eating - weiting was slower though she started way earlier
everyone said " I DONT WANNA SIT NEXT TO CANDICE" -.-
i felt offended at first but yeahs.
then walk around lorh
daiso, yamaha, comic connection
when we got to daiso which was at 4, chinghui and i separated from the rest
they abandoned us.
we were buying some awesome bag thingo!
$1 for 11, so hua.
hahas, then i called cherise yitong and isabelle all never pick up
cherise even cancelled my call
chinghui and i were like -.- aya used to it already la
they are probably laughing at us.
okays the movie
AWESOMENESS><
i sat with chinghui and isabelle!!
the best people to ever sit with gosh
haha we were making comments ( me and isabelle )
and isabelle kept laughing at the horny parts
weiting was super interested
yitong and cherise just looked amused
chinghui and i - COVER FACE AND TRY TO PEEK NOW AND THEN
hahaha!
the whole story change leh!
its like topsy turvy
but its still nice! :D
lup lup lup
hahas the sexual references were a bit EEKISH
but the storyline quite okay la
i was busy fangirling over will scarlet <3 , friar tuck <3 , little john <3 , allen <3
AHH AWESOMENESS
AND THAT WOMAN IS ICE QUEEN LA I TELL YOU.
FOR SURE.
EXACT SAME LONG FACE AND HAIR
gawd.
but she's awesome la
haha the fighting scenes were very fierce to watch
i was scared i had to admit.
when that guy was killed..
walter!
i was so sad.
he's plain awesome and old
84 or sth
worse than ah ma.
I LUP YOU RIP.

then i waited with cherise for 18 minutes -.-

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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

你难道不知道我是真地爱着你吗?
对于这些事我是不会开玩笑的。

ignore those moments of thoughts up there.

here's my wishlist :
okay there is more but i cant remember.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

my heart will go on

hahas i am totally in holiday mood already
I AM HAPPILY WATCHING BAI QUAN NV WANG :D
its so awesome!!!
hahas... and hilarious (:
clement korkor gave me his old ipod nano.
its kinda erm.. slow, scratched and spoilt.
and 2GB only.
but its better than nothing!! :D YAY !
so now i can go buy my headphones on wednesday
i realised that maybe all i wanted is my headphones
and something else..
but woots music here i come!
i already loaded fearless and love stories and disney inside.
D: i want emo love from jessica
did i mention that my favorite song of the week is
my heart will go on
plus everyone ( well, almost ) knows it
and the lyrics are meaningful
and the tune is catchy
and the notes are impossible
and .. the thing about the song is
it may be ancient and old
but everyone still loves it no matter what.


okays i still love right here waiting for you
jessica <3
i'm not just up to normal pop songs or whatsoever
yeah its cool
but i follow my own trend.

Friday, May 21, 2010

thou have flown away

towards you now, i am simply filled up with regret.
i shouldnt have done it
things would have been SO much better w/o me doing anything
maybe it would be best.
now its simply awkwardness, tension, and courage that is never enough.

dearest friendship, where have thou flown to?
i need you, and i miss you.
do come back.

acts again

everyone has a job.
and it is acting.
yet only some of us get paid for it.
how ironic.

everyone acts in life.
to make people happy, to make themselves happy, to hurt people, to hurt themselves
they act subconsiously and consciously
one of the other reasons why people change is thanks to this
they act so much that they do not know themselves anymore

alex cant even speak much words by himself
he uses words that other people used to speak out his life
he wants to tell others how he really feels
but its almost impossible

sometimes i wonder, why arent you paid?
you are such a great actress.
who are you btw?
and what role are you acting as this time round?
when you are done with it,
i like my friend back please.

yeah, i act too.
after all, i still belong to the human race
but at least i havent lost myself
you have taken a 180 degree turn
i know you are there deep inside
return.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

bad mood today, i wonder why.
psl duty rocks though
busy, but kept my mind off things.

Monday, May 17, 2010

lalalaa.
actually i wasnt totally EXCITED for today's cca..
after all we are doing it in auditorium
and its a monday~~
my rare free day of the week.

but when i got to cca, AWESOMENESS.
hahaa i am having loads of fun "irritating" yixian.
yixian is very nice to tease, and her annoyed look is pretty amusing too!!
plus she is the kind that wont hate you or like overly gossip about you
<3
anw, i think i did do a great job of annoying her today..
hahaa XD
elaine and i are super dramatic :D
and yay sixian is helping me deliver my letter :D

aww the power of seniors .. :D


WHO IS THAT SENIOR AT MY TAGBOARD. I AM SCARED><

Sunday, May 16, 2010

16.05.10

today was uber fun!!! :DD
i went over to miyeon's house after church today
thanks sis for fetching me.
after moments of hesitating of entering, i mustered enough courage, and charged into the condo.
i hate the security guard -.- haha so mean.
then i waited for christine who came down shortly after and brought me to the function room.
we had a bit of a problem with the security and stuff.. but it was settled.
thanks to the "awesome" hot weather, christine and i went out barefooted
TO THE SWIMMING POOL in our clothes.
haha i rolled up my long pants
(which still got soaked -.- )

we went to the kids pool and baby pool
and happily roamed around
we even did run devil run
and raced each other
which proved to be a bad idea thanks to the water..
christine had this theory :
when people are cold, they put their hands around the fire
now that we are hot, we go put our hands on the waterfall.
HAHA. after adventuring from pool to pool
we spotted miyeon coming in 0.0
so we rushed out of the water and acted all innocent
haha elysia was there too!
they realised we were wet, and wondered what we had been doing the whole time.
teehee..
okays so filming started.
erm scout and jem..
we wore winter wear.. SO HOT KAYS.
i wore like two layers with a scarf around me and acted like i was freezing.
okays happily playing with the snow
and elysia was happily spraying snow from above.
haha! miyeon and her mum said we look very cute
i highly doubt it.
haha then link deas.
OHH NOO.that was me.
okay after making me do a centre parting
which took a long time..
i finally look more like a guy
of course i cant since i have girlish features but still.
so i wore my black mango tee over my other mango tee
and then i wore a suit..
which is black too.
CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW HOT IT IS.
okay then i acted as link deas.
which was okay, cos i only needed two takes and i didnt laugh.
..

THE FUN PART IS HERE :D
tom robinson scene. gosh
okay, elysia was tom. i was the person pushing her into jail and yet protecting her from pesky reporters, christine was the PESKY REPORTER and miyeon camera man.
hahahaa super funny!!!
okays so while pushing elysia down the stairs, christine came out asking her " Mr. Robinson, how do you feel about ..." i would say " No comment."  then push her into jail and protect her.
sounds boring horh?
THATS NOT IT.
in each shot, we would laugh our heads off no matter what.
firstly, on the way down, elysia would start smiling.. heehee
then christine would ask her questions
and i would answer no comment.
which was really weird and funny
plus christine was giving the "i am going to laugh but i am controlling it" look.
so i start to laugh.
then christine would laugh
then miyeon would laugh
hahaha!

there were shots where i had a catfight with christine at the doors,
there were shots where miyeon got pushed into the "jail"
there were shots where we would just start laughing out of nowhere
there were shots where christine would hit elysia's boobs.
hahahahaa SUPER FUNNY LAARH.

the whole time we were laughing.
watch the video also laugh.
HAHHAHAHAHAA I LOVE YOU PEOPLE TTM.

omggggg christine lipstick ad is... pure awesomeness.
i would be the first to buy the lipstick to support you christine.

HAAHHAHAA <3

group arrangements

i think i am so blessed sometimes.
you know for like group projects and blahs
its always draw lots to be fair right
and my groups are always awesomest.
like, they may not be the MOST smart or chiong group,
or the ones that does not require me to do work.
but they are the friendliest, most cooperative people i can ever work with.
like i shall list one by one.
LSC - chinghui. chinghui is like the only one who is willing to do stupid things with me, to wait for me, and that will go mad with me.
Three ppl group - chinghui and isabelle. isabelle makes sure we do our work and always rushes us ( how poor thing ). she is smart too. chinghui is artistic and outgoing making life so fun.
four people (LA) group - miyeon, christine, elysia. omgg this group rocks. haha miyeon makes sure we finish the work early, and makes sure everything is organised and well. she also is good with design. christine is hilarious with random ideas and liven up the whole process. she is also good with technology and words. elysia is funny and she also usually goes on the same wavelength with me for ideas.

a few years down the road
we arent going to remember that we failed that assignment, or that we scored full marks.
what we are going to remember is the fun times we had in the process of the assignment.
what we are going to remember is how we fooled around and yet were so serious
what we are going to remember is simply all the moments we had together.

Friday, May 14, 2010

jiayous

i just realised how many of my posts are drafts
haha i realised i still dont dare to "reveal" it to the world.
well, of course i cant let YOU STALKERS know too much about me.

okays anyway, i wasnt here to crap about this.
i was just saying,
it is pure fate and destiny.
or maybe, just the power of God.
now, i am just going all for it
and leave it in His hands.
i know God would want us back together too
thanks for creating all those chances
i will go for it!

Thursday, May 13, 2010

if only.

oh joy
exams are screwed.
haha! okay, but i have to admit, those that i realy did mug my heart and almost my brain out, i did score quite okay.
of course, i mugged for all, but i mugged MORE for some.
D: i should have mugged more and more and more.
now my MSG is super high. ( in the not good sense.)
shucks.
okay lets go through everything .
science : didnt study very much, had confidence in chemistry, thought can score quite okay. results come out? B4. freak. i know it sucks, dont look down on me.
LA : well, it wasnt OH SO AWESOME. but compared to my classmates, yeah i can be quite pleased... A2 .. quite okay la :D but i mugged for this ok. i annotate, make SO much notes, borrow from other classes, guess topics and write out the compo itself. btw, thanks mr.chow for assisting us in the topic.
History : haha surprisingly A1.  thank goodness i didnt fail. haha but i wrote out everything okay. so i did mug.
Math: last minute prep. did like shit.
Chinese: i did prepare. maybe not good enough. so, very bad. very very bad. i even failed sihan. and the teacher was being generous. gosh.
Geography: hmm. hahas!!! it was A1. but. oh wells. not say absolutely delighted over the marks, but not say disappointed.
i think i bit perfectionist.. high expectations

on the same note, i wish i was an only child
my parents would then put more pressure on me
and be able to pay more money for tuition fees
i would have less disturbance from irritating siblings
and how peaceful.
if only.

just try

okay, after talking to jessica last night secretly
i have decided to just go for it.
as in, no harm right.
plus i wont be feeling guilty anymore
i have no reason to be guilty
but i tell you now, if i didnt know her back then,
and i friend her now,
i would hate her like some shit.
its only because i knew her, and i loved that person i knew.
i am going to find that person in her again once more.
no matter how long it takes

Monday, May 10, 2010

you cant do this to me,

Why.
Why is it that everytime i muster up enough courage
I planned everything well
I decided to go for it.
You have to send something down my road.
You have to make me feel like i dont matter

You changed. Who are you?
i officially dont know you anymore.
you have became someone i dont like.
How could this be???

I know you are in there somewhere.
And i am probably the last person
that can help you.
if you let me.

Saturday, May 08, 2010

for once, i have no idea how to start the letter
all i know is : i love you=)

Thursday, May 06, 2010

how nice.

Say you marry the last person that texted you, what’s your new last name?

Khaw.
Omg its CLASS COMM.


Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in their arms?
erm that is like probably my mum?? when i was a little girl?? i dont know how many times have i cried when i was a baby. do you?

What are some things you do when you’re mad?
blog,scream at someone, talk to jessica/nichole
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
just today. haha aint i amazing.

How do you feel about your hair right now?
its messy, ridiculous, and just as irritating and making me feel extremely hot as usual.


What are you listening to right now?
nothing? except that there is some alarm thingy.. oh and the typing lorhs.
Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Yes. When i am not trying to NOT fail too badly, i have many friendship problems. There is also family situations and CCA stress.

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
Oh i simply love them. Especially if i like the person i am talking to :DDD




Who is the last person to send you a message on facebook?
my junior rachel? haha i was bugging her about my letter.




Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?


lemme check. Nopes :D

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine la! Its the best bed ever.

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
Just one hour ago. To my eldest brother Clement.


If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
With God




Do you hate the last person you kissed?
No. I. Don't. Kiss.


Would it hurt seeing the person you last kissed, kissing someone else?
No?? LOL.

Who’s hoodie did you wear last?

Mine :D of course.
Have you ever stayed with someone because you liked their parents?
Err, yah! :D


Who have you texted today?
Jessica,Shuning.. Cant remember.




Who is the prettiest person you know?
In terms of the inside : AH MA :D
In terms of the outside : everyone else.

What’s an interesting fact about you that not many people know?
I aspire to be a leading forensic pathologist when i grow up


What do you want to do after highschool?
Get into Cambridge with a scholarship




Do you do anything embarrassing when no one is home?
HAHAA YES.




What was the last good news you heard?
i cant remember. my life is full of happiness.
If you had the chance to move to a completely different province, would you?
maybe? but singapore doesnt have a different province. and i will drag people along with me.
What is something you’ve always wanted a guy to do for you?
ooh nice question. well i dont know. haha, i just want to be truly touched i guess.


What do you wish you had more knowledge about?
Everything on how to handle life and on the whole syllabus the school wants us to know. including enrichment.




What food are you craving right now?
Pizza.


How old were you when you stopped believing in Santa ?
P3?


What are the things you’ve learned over the past year?
To appreciate everyone, to live a smile a day, some people are plain mean.
and who are my true friendsHow many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
0


Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell?
YES.
ONE only.
Jessica. We both have secrets we told each other that only the two of us knows. it goes real deep in.

Who last made you laugh harder than you have in a long time?


jessica. that convo at night. oh gosh.
Would you ever get someones name tattooed on you?
no.


Do you know your sibling’s middle name?
they dont have.




Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
ISABELLE. joking. the fact that i couldnt go to coronation


Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart?
to forgive and forget. yes.

blocks -.-

blocks are over
i got back both science and LA already.
science : totally disappointed, crap, dont talk to me about it
as for LA, its .. funny. i have mixed feelings about it.
yes i am delighted to get that mark since the average wasnt so high
but somehow, i think maybe i had expected too much.
oh wells, thanks to the teacher who marked it
and for the rest ; dont be too sad..
you'll do much much better next time.
ohh and jessica?
i am so proud of you.
no, i am not jealous or angry that you scored so much higher than me
i am truly happy for you :D
keep it up honey.

Monday, May 03, 2010

needs

i love my nieces and nephews:D
i have two new niece and nephew you know
twins :D
soo cute <3
they are little babies, so fragile.
and not to forget trisha who is so cute and alert now
i get the feeling she doesnt like me
she almost cried alot a few times when i tried carrying her._.
but gladys is another thing
she is one of the few people in this world that makes me feel needed
when i leave she makes me promise that i will come back
when i go to the toilet she will keep knocking on the door to rush me
when she was younger, whenever i went home, she would cry.
not many people in this world makes you feel that your presence is necessary
but it is because of these people thats why we push ourselves even harder to appreciate every moment on earth
its so touching that someone will actually make you feel that you are needed in their lives
the moment you leave, its almost the end of the world for them
thats maybe the reason why the people who i am closest to, and the people who truly let into my life, are the people who makes me feel that i am an important part of them.
maybe thats why my friendship with her didnt work out
she didnt need me.

Saturday, May 01, 2010

hk dramas

omgg channel 55 is back! :DD
i love you hongkong drama series <3
o.o i am scared that i will get more addicted
like, i am already addicted to the computer
and my handphone
oh.. solitare~
facebook is highly addictive
so is MSN
but its pretty impossible to not use the computer
thanks to the amount of work we have to do on the computer
... but i dont mind sometimes :/
oh gosh the acting is so awesome.
a guy can act like a girl and not be a sissy
so awesome horh.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i like the hair.
okay before i go into fangirl mode
i better leave.
today i am going to see the twins.
D: what should i wear??

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