Sunday, July 18, 2010

warden-ing + NYCO Concert = ♥♥♥

two things this weekend, or rather, yesterday!
hmm church! hahahaa DID I TELL YOU I WAS GETTING MARRIED. omg i walked down the aisle of the church okays. next to a guy. ahahahhaa and i was wearing a ring so gang qiao.
but no i am not getting married, i did warden duty!!! ♥ so fun my gosh!
i did it with stacy's group. haha it was more fun than expected really! haha so freaky also! cos i was the first one to go down. then if i trip over something or embarrass myself somehow so paiseh right!! -this is extra but i realised i am taller than the other girls in my group wahaha beat that stacy-  okays it was kinda nice and many people were so generous and kind♥ i simply love these people omg. thanks so much!!!!! 
and and and and and and and and and then. CO CONCERT FTW!!! okays so i went looking damn weird but i reached there first lorh! then came chiting. then after a WHILE -coughcough- shuning the sexy came. miniskirt and highheels but yet shuning still looked short. hahaha next to me well of course! can show you pics later on facebook. then walked there. met isabelle♥ ooh ooh ooh i saw elena weiqing and siqi!!!! hahaas so cool i didnt know they were going. but yah. then we saw mrchow and miss lee! hahaa. so exciting. okays after camwhoring for a while, we settled down inside and the concert started!! omg the concert damn nice leh! the first song was awesome! we shouted " GO SYLVIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" haha then we realised omg shit how if sylvia tang thought it was for her! but sylvia later on in interval said she recognised MY voice. WAHAHA my unique voice! okays then interval. nothing much besides the fact that sylvia seah came out! (: laogong ily♥
okays second part was damn awesome too! i loved the song chinghui and yitong that two songs they were in. HAAHHAA>< I AM SO BIASED! ♥ okays here's the funny part. when chinghui's group came out, after the emcee's speech, it was really quiet. so we went " GO CHINGHUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" SUPER LOUDLY. and chinghui gave us the " what the shit are my friends doing trying to humiliate me!" look. HAHAA WHILE LOOKING FOR US. AND GUESS WHAT WE DID?! WE WAVED LIKE CRAZY PEOPLE UNTIL SHE SAW US!!!! omg super epic. hahahaha! plus we screamed so loudly even yitong the rest who were backstage heard omg. chinghui was super funny.
omg huamulan was so long. like 16 minutes?! we were all dying. literally, dying by the 8th minute. hahahaha then the three songs after that we were also half dead. it was like SUPER LATE CAN. and my mum was zhui-ing me to go home at huamulan. which was only 920?! HAHAHAA. fail. ohh in the second moon song thingy, there was this part where we would have expected the whole song to end, BUT. it started again. shuning and i were just like omg... HAHAHAHAHAHA. laughing like shit. we sound super mean right! but its cos we cant appreciate chinese music! AND it was really late so we had to get home omg. hahaha okay when the whole darn thing ended we were super happy omg!
when the whole concert officially ended and people started leaving, i went up to yitong and hugged her! she was so happy! i saw jianing too and praised her!! (: then the rest came out. omg wait chinghui. that stupid idiot right, we were like " CHINGHUI OMG HERE HERE HERE CHINGHUI" and she gave us the shocked look and totally dao us. wts. but still super funny we went to her and TRIED taking photos but she went back in! i saw claudia too! hahaha. then we sorta left, after taking photos with yitong and chinghui. jianing went back with shuning and i via MRT. reached home at 11 ):

what i had learnt that day is going to a concert where you have many friends is one of the best experiences you can ever have. you may not appreciate their art of whatever, but you are able to appreciate their hard work. i have three close friends in this concert, and three other very good friends who are also very important in my life. when i see them play, i see them smile, i know that they are happy and i feel happy for them too. i feel like some mother too, cos i felt really proud of them at the end of the whole thing!! they put in so much hard work and time, and they really did perform their best! which made me super touched. when i saw the smile on yitong's face, it really made my day. it pleased me so much to see the geniune smiles from each of their faces, as those smiles came from their hearts. they probably might have thought " omg who would have wanted to go to our concert " or sth like that, but i tell you , i did not waste a single cent on this concert or time. every single note that they played, every single smile on their faces, it made the whole thing worth it. and to all those who put in such hard work for this to happen, i thank you and i am proud and happy for you♥

Labels: friendship, nanyang, Touched

Friday, July 16, 2010

its only through certain things, no matter how insignificant, no matter how much time it takes, thats when you see through the colours of your friends.
excuses. do they really work in this modern world that we live in? or are we simply running away from the problems that we have created with our own two hands. if you had really meant to do it, there's no stopping you.
likewise, if you had really wanted to help me, if you had me in your mind, even time would go all out for you. but i guess i wasnt what you would consider to help.
i know we're both facing alot of problems together. i was blaming it on her. but now that i realised, its actually our fault. and the problem lies in one word : understanding. yeah i think we do understand each other, but its all in the exterior. we dont understand each other enough to know what we expect from the other, and we may try subtle hints. but that will just make us even piss-ier when we do not get what we wanted. we may just run away from it, but the problem lies, and it'll just get bigger. yet, telling each other what we want in the face, is not the easiest, as we are both afraid to hurt each other. or make the other person be disappointed in us, and think we dont understand the other at all. its a chicken and egg cycle. Of course, the positive way is to just go and tell. Yet to me, by doing that, there is only two ways everything will end. 1. You get your way. 2. You sooner or later will lose everything that you once had. And since i cant afford to get 2. i rather not risk it.
I think we both want our own freedom and privacy. but the problem is, who we want to hang out with is not exactly approved.

i dunno, i just hope maybe it'll be better when things are back to normal, and maybe it'll be nice living in non-reality. again.

Labels: friendship, Life

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

long awaited 6 outing.

omg today was quite nice : D
i had fun!!
we were watching robin hood at plaza sing.
haha after catching 174  ,which we sat upstairs back row
isabelle ( at the start only ) , yitong , chinghui and i were all high
me most obviously
cherise abit low.HAHA but still comical.
then rush to gv taking the escalator ( its torture )
and bought ROBIN HOOD TICKETS :D
aww..
okays then eat.
yitong and i went to carrefour
after walking the whole two botton levels
we found carrefour sushi counter
with isabelle there
though she left later. ARGH.
hahas. but yayness sushi
i found a great bargain. !!
and then went to yoshinoya to buy set meal - me only
5 bucks student meal with drink
awesomeness~~~
after eating - weiting was slower though she started way earlier
everyone said " I DONT WANNA SIT NEXT TO CANDICE" -.-
i felt offended at first but yeahs.
then walk around lorh
daiso, yamaha, comic connection
when we got to daiso which was at 4, chinghui and i separated from the rest
they abandoned us.
we were buying some awesome bag thingo!
$1 for 11, so hua.
hahas, then i called cherise yitong and isabelle all never pick up
cherise even cancelled my call
chinghui and i were like -.- aya used to it already la
they are probably laughing at us.
okays the movie
AWESOMENESS><
i sat with chinghui and isabelle!!
the best people to ever sit with gosh
haha we were making comments ( me and isabelle )
and isabelle kept laughing at the horny parts
weiting was super interested
yitong and cherise just looked amused
chinghui and i - COVER FACE AND TRY TO PEEK NOW AND THEN
hahaha!
the whole story change leh!
its like topsy turvy
but its still nice! :D
lup lup lup
hahas the sexual references were a bit EEKISH
but the storyline quite okay la
i was busy fangirling over will scarlet <3 , friar tuck <3 , little john <3 , allen <3
AHH AWESOMENESS
AND THAT WOMAN IS ICE QUEEN LA I TELL YOU.
FOR SURE.
EXACT SAME LONG FACE AND HAIR
gawd.
but she's awesome la
haha the fighting scenes were very fierce to watch
i was scared i had to admit.
when that guy was killed..
walter!
i was so sad.
he's plain awesome and old
84 or sth
worse than ah ma.
I LUP YOU RIP.

then i waited with cherise for 18 minutes -.-

Labels: friendship, funny(:, Life, nanyang

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Apologies of Love.

apologies of love

I'm really sorry for what i've done
Nothing i do can make up for it

From someone i looked forward to seeing,
You turned into a fear; away i was running.
Roses are red, Violets are blue
It is a fact that i love you

My feelings for you has never changed
Even as you made me go estranged
Our memories is stuck in my mind
As what is strong, is our bind

When i shut my lids, I think of our bids
And the smile that pushes me to a mile
When my baggage simply weighs a ton
You carried my up and got me on

You are my hope and light
That makes everything oh-so-bright

Labels: friendship, Life, nanyang

Sunday, April 25, 2010

i miss you

ever since jessica told me the news, i have been pondering
the question now is , should i or should i not?
as I've said before, letting go is not easy.
but you don't seem to want me anymore.
were you trying to act cool like you don't really care, or is "okay" what you really meant from the bottom of your heart?
i am slowly trying to get you out of my life but somehow you keep making your way back in again
i know it was my fault
i was being childish and immature and irresponsible
but i have tried okay.
i bothered getting you something you liked for Christmas
i looked all over one whole day just for the prefect present for you.
"thank you" and that's all.
i wasn't expecting a total reunion but you could have tried more.
if you dont appreciate our friendship at all , i really dont know why i should
yes, it was all my fault, but give me a chance please.
i am not complaining or what, but i just want to know how you feel.
you should know that i have been silently looking out for you
i have been worrying for you about your friendship problems
why? i still care about you.
yeah, we may not have been together for a long time
but i still remember everything.
you are my bestfriend after all.
maybe its past tense now
i dont know anymore.
if we get back, there will be so much tension and conflict between us
will we ever be bestfriends ever again?
no, its impossible i guess
firstly, you already have someone else in your heart that you have been chasing since forever
i have always just been that person that will take the same route as you only
secondly, we have been separated for 6-7 months. i may not know you anymore. plus i know you probably hate me for leaving you at the time you needed someone the most
thirdly, she is in between
fourthly, i have no idea how to talk to you ever again.
what should i do now?
i really want our ex-friendship back
i believe that it was fate and destiny that gave us that chance
plus the fact that we could be so close ( not literally )
it wasnt pure luck
can i have this dance with you again?

Labels: friendship

Saturday, March 27, 2010

take my hand, and we'll be there for each other for ever.

Labels: friendship