Saturday, August 21, 2010

yog dance fantasia

yesterday makes it to my top ten nights in my life so far. it was a night where i was with all my beloved batchmates and seniors. it was a night where a performed a major dance together with them, a night where i heard the audience clap happily, a night where i felt love in the air. lets just start off from somewhere.
my friends arent exactly the most supportive of my cca. they probably look down on my cca, and making fun of chinese dance all the time. but it was last night that i realised, so what if they dont like it? candice, maybe its time you start to move their hearts and make them like it!
since LOA yesterday, we huazhuang and did our hair, i realised the meaning of friendship, and that caring is sharing. everyone shared everything we had, including our makeup, hair accessories.. we didnt care whether it was running out, we just shared, out of the love we had for each other. (okay sensitive skin is another matter) but this is just a simple example of how much we care and share! (: plus, we're always ready to help someone with their screwed makeup, or even if they are just plain lazy to do it, even if we are super rushed for time, and our makeup is even more screwed. its really touching thinking about it
okays leaving the dance studio with loads of nerves cos i scared i left sth behind D: but i didnt! and.. i saw my classmates.. mainly nichole ade christine elysia miyeon rachel cherise. they all wished me luck and i was really really touched to know that there are people out there, though they are not coming to watch me perform, they are rooting for me, and it totally took the nerves away. thanks people, for cheering me on. a simple jiayou/good luck works wonders dont you think?
okays when we reached... all this not so important. the performance was nice... yet to me it was the after perf. many seniors cried D: i didnt feel like crying till the retarded finale. because it was only then , i realised, all this would be gone. this is? 

it is the fun and joy i had. it started with laoshi putting me in a position. then i realised i was next to yixian. which made me bully her and maybe grow closer to her(: then i started talking to more seniors like dilys and yijun yay. and audrey and i also started complaining each time at the rolling for xiaohongdian which slowly gave me the courage to start talking to seniors. and progressively, i grew closer to so many more seniors which really made me look forward to each cca practice. of course my awesome batchmates i grew closer to people like huayi, made it up with linda, formed the 3s with huimin and grace, did more lifts with lynn, and went out more with roujing. there were the sad times. of course. the quarrels and river of tears i had over jessica, the times when i just kept trying yet i didnt improve, the times when i got scolded very badly over and over again, when i was lonely and no one noticed. but without these, there wont be what will stay in my head : the memories.
the sec fours are leaving soon. and i am oh-so very sad. there are so many awesome seniors there, who will also support me, cheer me up, and encourage me. when i am feeling low when someone scolded me, they will give me advice, or make some joke that within seconds i will forget that i was even sad. the sec fours also have taught me alot, not just in skills in dance, but in character. they are super helpful, and recently i grew closer to a few of them, but i really dont want to leave them. time passes very fast, and i dont ever want their farewell to come. they'll be in hwachong, and even if they come back those measly times, it wont be as nice as seeing their beautiful faces in the corridors or just in the dance studio, smiling at you each cca. their leaving is really saddening, because i love them alot, and they are super precious to me. i only had like.. three same dances with them? one main performance. the same dance. yet within just five months i bonded more with them. they bring me so much laughter, yet i am given such little time left with them, to repay them, to thank them, and just to be with them. seniors are one of the things that really make me love this cca and want to go to to cca practice. i wasnt going to cry yesterday, because i didnt want to make others sad. but during finale, the thought of them not being around anymore is really really so sad i almost teared. its hard to imagine how we had so much fun in such a short period of time, and how we grew to love each other more. they make the society so much better with their talents and all, i'm really really really going to miss every single one of them, none forgotten
to my sec four seniors, jiayous in your life and ily!

Labels: Chinese Dance

Friday, August 06, 2010

yay batch 12 first outing!

today was awesome awesome awesome!
except one part D: but i shall not let that get into my awesome mood (:
okays i didnt need to run cross country yay much
and i reached school slightly later. before 730 la (: yay to the dance studio! <3
okays then we danced.. and i kinda got scolded during dance. cos i was giving the super confused look, but laoshi says its the pissed look. and i wasnt pissed! D: i was just worried.. D:
and she forced me to smile D: well basically she scolded me. and for the whole day after that, she kept correcting everything about me. which is good, cos i would change! :D but felt alot of pressure, and i felt really stupid too D:but enough about that, makes me sad D:
okays okays okays then my batch went to orchard. we ate at koufu (: pepper lunch and coke ftw. then neoprints. met sec three seniors. then went to 313. shopped. coughcough. then left. wait i bought for one more day at 10 bucks yay humin ily for helping me save money. then left to take 111. and saw 8 sec fours on the bus. smiling sweetly at me. DONT YOU THINK THEY ARE STALKING ME. hahas then went home lorh :D
i am lazy to type too much. just wanna let you know how much i adore the whole nycd. be it batchies seniors juniors i love you all <3 and laoshi too ! :D

Labels: Chinese Dance

Saturday, July 10, 2010

happiness flowing :D

I was in such a great and awesome and happy mood yesterday!
like the whole day!
okays i woke up unhappily cos i really really wanna sleep even more ):
But, i still dragged myself out of bed. and i wasnt late :)
Caught the bus which was so awesome. haha i almost missed it leh ):
okays then reached school. found out many many more didnt do LA. REJOICED :D
hahaha then blahs school went passed! okays from here i would like to apologise to shuning, chiting, sylvia, jianing, and huihui ): sorry if i made life difficult for you in your math presentation! i'm really sorry D:
omg okays then school was awesome. and LA poem thing was extended. till monday.
i am super delighted and high by then
omg then dance lesson. i watched the seniors dance qinghuaci and qianhong. and i fangirled like shit. hahas seems like most classmates thought this :qinghuaci is very elegant and beautiful
( and the seniors dancing it were all so pretty, which i agreed!!! :D ), qianhong is very organised and cool. hahaha cool. how often is that used for chinese dance. hmm.
okays anw still at dance lesson. hahaa laoshi put me all the way at the back! hopefully she'll notice me less. wahahahaa. ohh but we went to the bar and i love nichole (: she's so much fun!!!
anw the time passed more! and chinese was kinda suckish and i didnt really listen but who the hell cares. paiseh
YAY DANCE CCA! one of the things that made me the happiest of the happiest <3
okays i went there feeling sad though. firstly, i lost my dance tee ): secondly, i wasnt there on thursday and she made major changes to hujihua . and i was confused about everything made me very sad. like later how if i cannot catch up leh??! oh noo ): that was what i was thinking.
luckily for me , i have awesome batchmates and seniors! they went through one by one everything with me which made me absolutely delighted! laoshi in the end also went through bit-by-bit so i wasnt confused, and i kinda got it! i am so happy :)
okays before laoshi came, we did our stretching larh. and .. i was working on my totally not flexible legs. and i could do my right leg middle split which made me happier. and my middle split, i am working on it i mean it! my left leg, still cant go down , but i will, by.. october. i promise. while everyone else is getting more and more flexible, i cant afford to go any stiffer. so i will jiayous, i wont expect to be like stupid huimin who is so freaking flexible -i lubb you huimin- but yah (: anyways, i caught up, and laoshi said my cemian is nice :D which made me happy!
but thats not what made me the happiest! oh yah i almost forgot, the older seniors came back! and they said really nice things, which made me super happy. but thats still not it. what i am delighted at is that : CCA ENDED EARLY! ON A FRIDAY! and when i got out everything was so bright and nice!! :DD
ohh wait i forgot to mention that the sec four seniors were all really nice and kind to me too! okays vanessa totally told a lie. she said i am the nicest candy or sth like that. LIAR. ahahha i believed that for 2 seconds! but then i was like PFFT. hahahas audrey was super nice too~! we kept laughing. and laoshi also did the transition to hongbai part, which we had to keep rolling and rolling. which made the two of us go : UGH. but ^^
omg i love dance. and i love my life. thank you God, for giving me such a nice life, for giving me food, for giving me a roof to live in, for giving me everything that i'll ever need, for letting me get into this awesome school , this awesome class, and the bestest cca ever with all the freaking nice seniors, batchmates and juniors <3
YAY HAPPY HAPPY MOOD :D

Labels: Chinese Dance, funny(:, Happiness, Life, nanyang

Friday, April 30, 2010

30.04.10

okays chinese exam is over :D
now the two coming exams are the LEAST worrying one
yet the one with the most stress.
ohh chinese was kinda floppy like the others.
i guessed the shuimian one correctly
:DDDD
but the two sihans were so sickening and irritating
i didnt know how to write AT ALL.
did you? if you did, oh congrats.
cos i am just hoping to have gotten my geshi three marks
then i smile
i think i am kinda dead.
i wrote more for my sihan than my zuowen
(due to the paragraphing and too many baozhangbaodao practices, making me just HAVE to write more )
of course both were three and a half pages long
which is like 1000+ words
guess what?
they said : 至少写500+字
omgg what la. and what did my chinese teacher say?
two pages is not enough, we will only give 35 marks ( over 70 ) at MOST.
what the shit.
500 words is like.. one page and a half.
omg i will get like 25/70 for that.
hahaha.
we are expected to get 49.
and sihan : 15.
hahaa my cuo bie zi will do me harm.
wanna bet i will minus all 7 marks possible?
DDDD:
i love me and my poor chinese.
CCA is awesome!!
ohh before i say anything,
i took my measurements for the new dance
._. you can say i am not pleased with a CERTAIN measurement at all.
not please is the nice way of saying it
i am super pissed with it
anyway, apparently now i am as tall as charlene
you believe? i dont.
63/84
wont tell you whats that.
HAHAHAHA.
okays anyway i realised that yixian, dilys, yijun and elaine are super fun people to hang out with!!
oh not to forget heyao
she's so funny and sometimes perv.
hahaha :DD but she didn't come today
AWWW D:
yixian is very cute and funny :D
and super supportive and helpful!!
dilys is super hyper and hilarious
i love her facial expressions (:
yijun is equally helpful!!
and when she and dilys gets together, its super nice to "watch the show" cos i think they are like a great pair of good friends
was laughing like shit .
i wonder what they think of me now lorh.
omg i was so ego and hyper today
and wrong.
hahaha
i love NYCD <3

Labels: Chinese Dance, funny(:, nanyang

Friday, May 08, 2009

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA

i got my first make-up set yesterday

WOOHOO

but it isn't complete

i only got

1. Blusher ( one dark pink one light pink(my mum's but now MINE))


2. Black Mascara


3. Dark blue pencil


4. Black liquid eyeliner


5. Eyeshadow- Pink/Purple, Beige, Blue , Green

I need :

1. Foundation


2. Pink Lipstick

So it isn't that complete

and i am not that crazy to wear it out or what

this make-up set is for my beloved cca

Labels: Chinese Dance